I am deeply pained, I used to make a lot of money before the lockdown.
In fact there was a day I and my babe spent 40k inside the club. I did not save much.
During the lockdown, she was arrested.
I and her had to pay through our nose. I lost most of my clients.
We all agreed that she should move out of her accommodation to a new place which cost a lot of money.
Today she asked to see me and told me she wants to start runs till December to solve family problems and get money to rent a shop (she is very skilled in hair making).
She said after then she will stop. She said is not breaking up with me and will still have my time.
… But I can leave if I want. I could not say a word, just begging her to give me a chance to make more money.
I work and I give her something every month. But I have the believe that when dating you should invest in your self.
So I have a project for the future which she is aware but can’t wait.
The problem is I can’t stop hallucinate about other men pounding her.